Still in AWWWWWW

Lauren is doing wonderfully!! She is eating and sleeping beautifully and I enjoy just being able to care for her even in the middle of the night. I know this may change but I welcome her beautiful blue eyes looking up at me at night and needing fed and just held. It is amazing to think that Allen and I are mom and dad. It seems that for so long we have waited for this dream to come true and now that it is, well, words just can't come near enough to express how I feel. I always wondered why about the one falling through in April but now I realize that, even though painful, God meant that total experience for growing, trusting Him more and for preperation. Even though Lauren came fast we were somewhat prepared. She does however have a mind of her own and knows that she does not like silicone nipples and we were not going to change her mind otherwise. So Allen had to do a walmart run, I'm just wondering how many of those will happen in the couple weeks. Until another day may God bless all!!