Well, the day was going great. We got up and ready and went to get our shots. I thought everything was going great and not really knowing what to expect I thought wow she is doing great. Not a hitch in the day until....the crying began and wow I had never heard a cry from her like this. Here I was all full of myself and thinking this was easy. Let me just describe the day you could find me at the computer frantically looking up how I could possible make my daughter feel better from these shots. Then tears and praying poured from my eyes and mouth. I never could imagine that this day could get better. Tylenol was our friend. Every time Lauren would move the screaming would start all over again. Finally after the 3rd dose of the miracle liquid the screaming subsided and we were a little better. I think this day I felt more like a mother than ever. I am not sure why, maybe it was the pain that was written all over her little face or my crying out to God for help. But whatever it was it felt great. She weighed in around 10 lbs and is looking wonderful.
Allen is an amazing dad and soaks up all the time he can holding her. I chuckle to myself because during this whole process all I heard was I don't know if I can do it. What kind of dad can or will I be. Those papa instincts were stronger than he could ever imagine.
Lauren is smiling more when you talk to her. This is so much fun. We find ouselves turing the TV to mute or off just to get a few smiles from her. Forever loving our new stage of life. Talk with you soon. Penny
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